Refusal and Cancellation

Laugh out loud!

I could not explain why the universe messed all my plans up????? Whenever I felt so sure about anything which was the signal of losing things. There is always a period of time when people turned their backs to me. They either came up with a reasonable excuse or just let me down without any reason. My calendar is so full, but it turns out to be completely blank in the blink of an eye.

I used to be frustrated about being refused or my plans did not go well with what I expected. In contrast, I am more calmed and acceptable to those 'surprises' at present. I do not see them as failures, instead, I viewed it as an opportunity. The universe is creating some spaces for me to treat myself gently, and enjoy some 'me time'.

This life is spinning me around. I definitely need a sudden stop to breathe, recharge, and rearrange my messy life. Actually I did! I had some free time to cook for myself, clean up and decorate my room, watch my favorite shows, or simply take a deep breath in and out, along with a sip of hot herbal tea. I bathed myself in fresh air and warm sunshine. The silence and peace center my mind and put my soul at ease. Sometimes, put other things aside, and just go with the flow. I believe that things happened for a reason. Don't be frustrated about what you have lost. On the other hand, hope for great things will come to your life in the nearest future. I am looking forward to receiving the presents that the universe will send to me soon.

October 1st 2022, Portland Oregon

Tien Pham